dreaming

Last 2nd paper~

2006-11-15T18:38:00.000+08:00

Hmm... Back from Exam... Haix, got not enough time to finish my paper.. Die die die...

Tomo it's thursday n fri is jux soo soo near... My last paper n start working on friday.. It's been quite sometime i've not go back to work due to my exams.. Wonder.... anything changed? Or still the same... gotta go back then i'll noe~

Well... now the exams mood r soon gonna over n i'm realli looking forward for xmas~~~ and the 1st jan 2007~! Can't wait for next yr to come... And also, i wanna look for a new job i guess... or maybe jux stick to c4, but........ life it's a little bit hard there.... but also, i can't guarantee that other places will be better, who noes it might be even worst... Anyway, pp all treat me well in c4, jux heck bout those bloody irritating hypocrties... They r the monkeyS!!! UuHoo~~~

MM........ SO tired, feel like taking a nap now, but.... so late already, i tink if i were to slp will be all the way till tomo morning.. Heehee.. So, better not, jux maybe slp early tonight... hope i can slp early la, cos ytd can't slp for the whole night, maybe it's becos of exam that's y... Bad... tt's bad, whenever i got not enough slp, my mood will become very bad... Sigh....

Alright, i'll end here then, gotta rest..... Yawn~

I love these..

2006-11-12T21:01:00.000+08:00

-Laughter-

Laughter nourishes the soul and triggers joy.It's a natural stress reliever. It stimulates the immune system and increases oxygen, stamina and our breathing capacity.Medical literature is full of reasons to laugh for the health of it.We all need a good old laugh to lift our spirits, every now and again. Laughter is food for the soul and is vital to our every day lives. It creates energy and vitality.
Laughter, not only benefits many of the body's vital systems: the respiratory, cardiovascular, hormonal and even immune system, but also "generates powerful alternating cycles of arousal and relaxation". Even the smallest smile, releases very beneficial endorphins and hormones.

-Life-

Life is a gift.. and every breath we take is a gift from God. We all have the power to make the decision to either live life a 100% or just to float along, allowing influences to control our lives.There is no right or wrong way of living this wondrous journey, but if we can live it the best possibleway we can, enjoying everything around us.. being in "this moment" constantly growing and learning, appreciating and loving, we would be much richer for it.

-Love-

Love is the greatest refreshment in life. When u find true friendship, u find true love.

-Success-

Famous success quotes inspire us tremendously.. success is a word, so often used in a monetary connotation, but what does it really embody? I have wondered about this question so often. I believe success is different to every person on this earth. To me, it is a transparent entity full of little molecules. The entity.. being you and me.. the molecules, being the "special" things which makes the world go round, which makes us who we are.To be a success to me, means to become the best person I can be, to set my goals, to chase my dreams, no matter what.To become a truly successful person, requires constant and continual work or maintenance, on your mind, body and soul. The monetary aspects and the nice things in life will follow..

-Happiness-

Happiness is a state of mind and an inner feeling of gratitude, piece and love.I believe that keeping a balance of all aspects of your life, can contribute to youridea of being a happy person. It could mean attaining a goal or dream, living life with passion or being content withyour surroundings and the people you love. Most of us strive and work towards that wonderful feeling, which is so rewarding.

-Dream-

Dream quotes are another one of my favorites, because I am a big dreamer, myself. Contrary to popular belief, some of the most successful and creative people are dreamers. Does "stop dreaming" sound familiar? I have heard those words so many times in my life and only realized at a later stage in my life that it is much more of a quality, than a stumbling block..

2006-11-12T18:58:00.000+08:00

Wow, seems like i realli need to update something here... Lazy to blog la since my last post...

Now, it's my exam week... sigh... EXAM~ Jux hate it, i guess not onli me alone hates exam... almost 90% of students hate exam... I hope i'm right.. Waha...

But i tink i'm somehow relieve from the most stressful week which got 3 papers in a week.. Especially my Maths, Oh no no no~ It's bad again.. very bad.. Last min study fails everything! I'm always "last min hug the buddah's leg"(wahahah), n then regret... before tt, lazy around, playing... Haha... And tt's wad i get, fail my paper~ Yes! tt's it... (-_-")

Well, for this coming week, i'm left with my accounts paper.. Hope i'll improve to at least get a B3, it'll be better if i were to score A... Then after my last paper on friday which is multiple choice of accounts, gotta go back to work.. Arh shit.. gonna see some irritating faces which i dun wanna to see... Freak~ but wad to do, for the sake of earning money... will leave once i've found a better job.. Hoo..........

Start planning wad i wanna do after my exams... Other than work, NOT jux work.. Gonna do something for my interest.. Would like to take up Piano lessons... If, got extra cash(ermm..i dun think so), or maybe my mummy can sponsor, i wanna learn driving...

Ytd went out to K-box with Caining, It's been MONTHS, i tink even a yr time u've not meet up...
Was kinda fun ytd la, Quite long din go K-box le, plus jux finish my papers, need to enjoy a bit before i continue working hard for my next paper.. Haha...... After k-box, was waiting for tt Patrcia At Lot-1 mall, shopping around while waiting for her, spend quite alot money ytd.. Tt's bad bad bad... COs spend too much~ Haha... But ok la, money still can earn back, but somethings r unable to get it back once it's gone... Wait for almost an hour, finally, my patricia reach liaox, wait till my neck's realli long~ Keke... Den we went to woodlands library to study accounts, n went home at 9pm...

Today, been staying at home for the whole day, Listening to music, watching tv, surfing the net n smsing.... That's BAD... COs i haen even study for the whole day today.... Shit, later later... will study...

Tomo going for my hairdoooooooododo.... Then hmm, shopping again? Ar, no! jux shop awhile can la.. hor... Haha... Den i'll go home n continue my studies...

Nothing much to write... will continue tomo, or..... maybe my next post will be weeks or even months later.... hehe....

Relationship V.S Childhood Dream

2006-09-20T19:52:00.000+08:00

Today morning went work as usual if i'm suppose to work morning.. Hmm... Around the time of 925a.m, JG came to me, showing me her hp msg which her bf sent to her. It says: 'i'm seeing some1 now.' Meaning the guy is havin another galfren n decided to break up with JG.. She has told mi the whole story, also... telling me how much she sacrificed for him. She came SG around 4mths plus.. And for all this while, she kept telling us tt how much she miss her bf, n she top-up her phone card jux to msg him n call him, instead of calling back home. She even quarrel with her Dad becos of e guy... not toking to her Dad for 2weeks... Ar well, she was telling me all this with her tears.......

... Jux 4 months n it ended up like this... They've been together for 1yr plus... Y is that guy so bastard? Or...shall i say y is all the guys in e world r so bastard...? ^haa^ This is not e first time i've ever heard of this kinda of thing... I've heard it so many times from my galfrens... And knowing tt... it's sad to have a relationship.. It's like u've gt to sacrifice so much, y is tt so? We're still young, a relationship is not everything... I'm realli wondering y is some pp hu needs n so desperately wanting a BF or GF...It's CraP!!! Full of crap...

Haha, Jen knew bout wad has happened to JG, n we were chit-chatting about this issue... Then, Jen asked me if this kind of thing ever happen to me... NO!!!!!! But it has happened to Her...She told me, she was also sad at tt time, but wad to do, 'he' is ur bf mahx........ To me, for now, i'd rather concentrate on my work n studies... Wad for worrying bout relationship... So many many many pp asked mi, 'xiaowei...y u got no bf huh?' My ans to everyone now is..... ' it won't last long, wad for together wasting each others' time.' So don ask mi y i got no bf..... plsssssssss.........
But.......... If i found someone i like alot, i dun mind...hahahahahah.... Eh, maybe i've nt found a gd one yet... heehee... ^_^

Anway, I'm disappointed with my life now... Totally, n jux wanna give up at times.... I dunnoe, i'm so confuse....I'm working hard n doin so much for e pass few yrs but it's still a... false-hope. 1 of my fren said to me, yes..my futue is a challenge n now the onli person i can tok to is SAM.. But i'm realli afraid to speak up...but i must even i'm scared...well... Now, i noe tt i need to pass my o'levels...one of the most important thing part of my life...N after tt, i'd realli need to do something instead of working everyday for....? I also dunnoe.... Wad i wan is my future...To pursue my dream, my goals... Not an SQ gal for life...

2006-09-19T20:28:00.000+08:00

I've deleted my old blog... This my new one which i've just created..

Not working today.. Stay at home whole day long... It's quite bored but no choice.My exam's coming..But haven study today..-_- later later..

Nothing much to blog... Jux wanna fill e first post for this new blog.. heehee...

oh, and if u're reading it..pls tag mi to give mi ur link. Thanks.